Your Wish… Is my Command

It’s been awhile since I’ve written. The changes I’ve been through is… I’m no longer a sub

Master has finalized the paperwork, and made up a contract, and I am not a slave. I did not come to this easily. I did allot of research, and realized it’s what i want. 

I would love to share some of my photos and videos, but not sure how. I definitely think they are worth buying. Anyone interested?

If you want to see Master do something to me, or see something special tell us and we’ll have it done. Your wish.. is my command 

Owwy side

Painful side of paddle

Painful side of paddle

My fave paddles

Collars

One of my collars

One of my collars

Truck spanking

Punishment

Punishment

My ass after a spanking

Do I visit the Dungeon?

So, I’ve been reading much more into this dungeon. I never knew the town that I lived in had a dungeon. I went on this fetish site, where you find others of the same mind to talk to, and I was invited to go to a dungeon.  At first I was thinking it sounded fun, and then I showed my master, and he began to talk to this mistress of the dungeon, who told him that she’d give him lessons, and then she’d take me off of his hands and teach me a lesson.  Thinking about this gives me all kinds of feelings. I’ve never shared my secrets and fantasies with anyone before my husband, so to come out and talk to someone new, and be invited to go somewhere like this, makes me nervous and excited all at the same time.  I’ve looked up youtube, and other sites to see what dungeons are, but nothing is showing me what I really want to know… what this dungeon is like. If I go there, and she grabs me, and starts to punish me, what if I can’t handle it? What if my pain tolerance isn’t what I thought it was? With my master, he knows my body, so he knows just how hard to spank me, but she… she’s never met me… *sigh* I’m really getting myself all worked up over this. Any thoughts?

Slacking Again…

I know I’ve been slacking again, but this time at blogging because I’ve been working extra hard. I have not yet received any punishments yet.  I have tho, joined a site where I am meeting people of the same lifestyle.  It’s been very enjoyable to speak with others who have the same fantasies and fetishes as me!  After so many years of thinking something was wrong with me, to finally bond with others is amazing. Something interesting has happened, tho.  I met this woman, who gave me the name of her mistress, and I contacted her.  We began speaking, then she wanted my Masters name on that site. I gave it to her.  I was a bad girl tonight, and snuck onto his site, and saw that they had been writing.  He told her that he had a few punishments that he owed me, and one especially he was still trying to figure out exactly what he was going to do to me. (the one where I was mean to him on vacation)  She actually offered him to bring me to her and she would “teach that little brat a lesson” in front of him,and help him learn to be a better dom.  She said she gives lessons!  Reading this did a few different things to me.  it got me all excited, and made me nervous all at the same time. So many thought rushing through my mind.  Wow, where to begin?

What should my punishment be?

Last month, my Master and I finally took a vacation that we had been planning and looking forward to for some time. We visited all over.  We went and met my brother for the first time, then visited his family, and lastely visited mine.  Being newly married, none of our families had ever met us, except for on Facebook.  Everything was going great.  In the car ride, Master and I found a new way to have some fun.  In the seat, where you normally seat, on the passenger side, I would lay my hips, knees bent going up the back, and my head and chest on the floor.  Putting a pillow under my hips made for a great time. Master had full access to my pussy and ass. And he took full advantage!! He brought all 3 paddles up. Oh, let me explain these paddles.. instead of explaining, let me show you a     picture.  So… the big paddle is my favorite. That one goes over the entire ass. The skinny one, that one hits right where the butt cheeks meet the thigh.  The small one.. oh that one I hate. That one is great for inner thighs.  That hurts more than having my entire ass torn up.  So, back to what happened, he broke the big paddle over my ass on this ride!! But it was soooo worth it. He’d have me saying 1 Master, I will not have an attitude, 1 I will not call Master a brat… and on and on. We only did this at night, when nobody could see into the car.  Long story short, we got to my family, and I don’t know what came over me.  I suddenly felt like I needed to show them who was in charge of our relationship. I became bratty, snotty, rude, loud, obnoxious, and at one point, I even yelled at my Master in front of my parents, another time I yelled at him in front of my best friend.  Master stayed quiet about this, until we left. On the ride home, he informed me that I will be receiving the worst punishment that I’ve ever had so far because of this incident.  It will be a 3 day punishment, it will involve our bed restraints, paddles, belts, and whatever else he feels.  I want some input from other doms and subs and anyone else out there, on what you guys think would be a good punishment for me, after what I did! Thank you all so much!

I must be punished for work tonight

Okay, just a little about me.  I work at home. For 6 years, I was a phone sex operator.  This is where I really learned about all fetishes and kinds.  A year ago, a girl told me about doing audio books. I got into it, and I love it. Every night, I have goals set for me, and I must complete these goals in order to fully be happy with myself. I like to always go above and beyond these goals. Tonight, I had an off night, last night, I had an off night. I fulfilled all of my goals last night, but that’s it. As I write this, I still have 1 chapter left to do. I should have my work finished before I am on the blog site, but I”m not. I also made a profile on this kinky website where I talk to other subs about life and such.  The point is, I did not sit here and work like I should have, I procrastinated. Because of this, I could have gotten this book done much sooner, but I didn’t. I know that I deserve to be punished. Maybe if I’m sitting with a sore ass, I’ll think twice about playing before working.  Any ideas my Master can use on how to punish me?